well here I am still in Virginia laughing at there inability of driving in snow. 

Anyway

Some know and some don't that I work with the close cousins of the guitarist Pat O'Brien.  For those that don't know he is the guitarist for one of my favorit bands Cannibal Corpse ( http://www.cannibalcorpse.com/ ).  As those that know me I don't get googlie over celeberties and it is nice to find that this man does not live like the preverbial "rock star" those that know what I mean good.  Those that don't well get yoru head out of your ass.  Anyway this goes with my post the other day.  As cileberties and there so called pull.  Wich is nice to know that there are some out there that refuse the pull to the ego that it can have.  Can you tell I got a chip on my shoulder on this?


Anyway

the thought for the day

With all you can see or do, how often do you walk about blind deaf and dumb?


like to see what you think.

Z

Well here is it Saturday night.  Thinking I had tomorrow off I was going to go out. BUT they push again.  Atleast i will get a full days pay for only 3 hours of work and off intime to watch the Bears vs. Packers.  I wish that I was home with my pops to watch it but hey got to make the money right? 

Anyway I have been playign about with the idea of writing a book again.  I started one years ago but I found out the hard way what happens when you dont back up your info to disk.  If i do it will be down the road really I have to much other things I need to focus on. 

Otherwise. no topics today

Yea it has been a long time since I have done this.  I really got away from most things this past year that I enjoyed doing before.  One is writing and the second is debates.  I lost the flare for a bit.  Possibly is was the fact that I already knew the oppinions of those about me.  Realisticly I think is that I just got tired and bored. 

Anyway I sit here watching MXC and just thinking aobut the state of the country.  I mean I keep hearing views of the media and the supposed superstars of the world on how this country should be run.  Really I am tired of the libral, we should all worry more about offending anyone and give our last dime to the poor stars of the world.  Where are they and there pocketbooks in the time of need.  I understand that people need help.  BUT it is not the few in one area that need it all.  What about the rest of the country that is ravished and inpovershed.  Damn I need a spell checker.  Anyway on with the rant. 

Why people continue to give to the redcross is beond me.  Do they not check where the hard earned (some anyway) dollars go?  I don't need to pay for there new offices.  Hell give to the salvation army where your money will do the most good. 

With this year drawing to its end and a new one opening its doors I hope it to be better then the last.  As new oppertunites are already comming to light and the time to close the door on old ones at hand. 

well enough of this before i completly don't make any sence any more.  Time to get sleep and get ready for another boring day of E-911 call testing. 

Take it easy

Z

well working again.  It is good as there seems to be more with this coustomer in the near future if the parts get here in time before the Vegas trip.  It is strange on how fast this year went by as slow as it has been.. It still feels like I just got home from Haiti.  Otherwise here in Pennsylvania there is little of almost nothing to do in Dickson city.  The surounding area here well there is a bit of nothing or well things we just don't care to go do.  It is beutiful about here but well hey atleast it is work.  Otherwise home on Friday for the looooong weekend then might have to turn about and come back out here.

Z

I know it has been a long time.. but well im in Penn now workign again finally..  what can I say for once I see that there is a movie summer that I want to see.  Work I think will pick up and hell Vegas again.. Why is beer so good.  Anyway you ever find yourself just sitting and thinking.  I mean in the sence of others.. hell even on such diranged topics that you never thought you could fathom them. it is definatly weird on the directions a idle mind can flow to but even harder some times to just write it down to have it make sence.  in life there are those that do .. those that dont.. and those that make you do.  wich one are you?

Z

well now this is crappy and has my mind in a whirl wind.  A bud of mine well hsi girl up and left while he was at work, kid and all.  To top it off also found out the kid that we just celibrated his first birthday is not his.  So well i don't want to imagin his mindset but it has me in a mess as well to all of this.  Now i can be calouse and down right evil but i never woudl have done this to even those that i do hate.  I dont knwo what else to say

Z

Well I know I have not posted in a long time but for me I have been busy with things about the house. As the old room from my sister is now an office.  Well there are other projects about here.  I am getting stir crazy and want to get back on the road. Hell just work again.  My truck is messed up and I am not sure what the problem is with my breaks again. 

well what else can i say besides that even though cell phones pay the bills i hate to use the damn things.  Is that normal or just the way i have always been with phones.

Till next time

Z

Well now that the week is over as I say this now because I am finally done with my part of moving my sister.  Never the less here I still am at home.  I itch so much to get back out and work also the traveling part.  I never thought I would say this but i tire of just sitting on my ass.  Or is it that I just want the money.  Anyway there is so much that i want to do while I have been home but wel sobriety was a different subject on the matter and some of the things that I want to do might be better if i did not.  some things that play up on the strands often are just passing dreams as others seep by. 

otherwise I dont know.

Z

Ah I love this movie as wel what i am whatching while i write this.  As some might be dissapointed that I did not write about the true meaning of life as well it is simple.  All it is well is to be and live happy.  In my eyes anyway.  Otherwise the christmas is almost over for me just one more party to go to thank god as those that know me know howmuch i dont like this holiday.  The only thing that i do like about it as it draws every one together. 

As it stands now there is a ton of contrats there trying to sign for us but will have to see what pans out or when they will be ready for us to work on them. 

but for now I have to get ready for a wake, i hate these fucking things they never get any easyer to go to.

Z

wel i know i have not written in here in a while.. as well been home and been drunk as what i feared has come true.. i am a true Z now... as ones that know me knows what that means but i am not the ones that have preceded before me.  otherwise congrats Logtar on what i just read on yourz.  otherwise nothign new to write as same oldback home as every time that i leave that i come back too..


Z